When it’s 91 degrees and feels like 99 degrees, it was time to try to cool off.
Kasia got a bath outside. I really, really was not looking forward to it.
I remember at our home in Philly, I had to get Jim to help me. Not fun.
You’ll notice that Kasia is not really a big sun fan. For me , sun is one thing , but heat sucks. I explained what I was going to do, and then I almost fainted.
Kasia SAT down. Just like Zush used to do. I cast my eyes up to heaven and thanked Zush for her help with her sister.
Here’s a shot of a towel-dried Kasia, trying to put the whole thing behind her.
…until next time.
… except my Zush has left the building a week ago. 💔💔💔💔
Life goes on, and unfortunately so does the late spring heat.
The heat just seems to linger like a really low cloud over the bay. There was no way to enjoy it except for being in a car with air conditioning. The breeze, although the weather channel claimed it was a seven mile an hour wind… well, perhaps they should say it’s over the ocean, not bay.
Kasia and I sneak out early for our walk. When we go out in the afternoon, we walk a little faster than we used to. The problem is in this heat, we come crawling back. Fortunately, we had the air-conditioning on, so we are getting a little better.
Life goes on…..
Kasia and I are getting our act together, as a duo after our trio for 8 years with Zush.
One thing that I can’t turn Kasia into is the photogenic dog Zush was. Zush would always stop and let me take her picture- no questions asked. Kasia is a different person.
Kasia will stop but she will never quite pose for me.
Maybe hell will freeze over.
We went out to dinner and I brought my doggie bag home. Kasia, now, is the beneficiary. How things have changed in a week.
My heart is heavy, but we are keeping on.
I miss you, Zush and will love you forever.
Kasia and I are having hard times missing our Zush.
Above is a shot of Zushie’s bed. I would always give Kasia hell, telling her it’s her sister’s bed, she doesn’t feel well, and she has her own bed she should use.
Now, no one is on it. The last few days Zush was drooling on the corner, so I put it outside so the sun would dry it out. It’s back in the house, but like all the other things Zush used, it’s either not being used and/ or missing Zush herself. It is so hard just getting visually acclimated to the house again. Kasia and I look at each other and it’s like we can read each other’s mind.
For the first time in 8 years, Kasia went on a road trip with us, which was weird. The whole concept of a second dog was to keep the one dog company. Now we feel sorry for her and took her with us to Lowes.
It’s going to be a really long healing process.
There is no life without Zusher: she will always be with me .
It’s not fair to Kasia so today is day one of the era of Kas. Kind of like the end of the Romanoff dynasty and the start of a big red world.
I can only pray things turn out as well. Pray for both of us: we’ll need it!
Yesterday,in the late afternoon, Zush was running out in the yard and had a serious fall.
At 15 1/2, she was confused and fell off the handicapped ramp. It kills me, because she was running out to greet me. She ate last night and pottied, but today is not too good.
Please send some good karma and/or prayers out to Kasia’s big sister.
I’m either hoping for a miracle or a smooth transition for her. She deserves no less.
My heart is breaking.