This merry-go-round horse has gone up and down like emotions today.
We went to the physician’s office this morning and there was a really weird minute where I realized I was the youngest person on the patient side of the office.Multiply that by angst I felt when the physician, when talking to me,let me know that I am now” of that age” and I needed an EKG.
“Of that age”…? Oh, yeah, I am retired for now.
I went on a job interview this afternoon and for the first time in thirty years, I remembered the jitters of worrying if I’d get a job.Then I had the interview and it was, like,really? Do I need this at my age? They promised to get back to me either way by the end of this week.
I just want to pull on that comfortable sweater called “retirement” and keep it on for now.